The illusion of relationship: never there and now it's gone

My life feels pretty empty without a partner, without my lover. I know I'll get over it. And I recognize I have so many wonderful and fulfilling friends and activities in my life, and so it will only feel empty at times, not always. But it is true that now I have no one with whom I want to share my deepest love, my daily thoughts, all that good stuff. It makes me so sad. It sucks lemons. It will pass though. I will feel fine eventually. It's all just an illusion anyway. It was always just an illusion, my projection of what I hoped for and wanted. It was never there, and now it is gone. How ironic.